| Running a hostel |
[07 Apr 2008|01:36pm] |
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Surprisingly I haven't grown tired of living in a box. I would like to have a larger space, but I can certainly deal. However I have grown very tired of sharing my tiny apartment with everyone and their bff. (love you sammie) Seriously I am going insane. I feel like I'm getting adjusted to NYC for the first time all over again. I have NO alone time. I see about a billion people on the way to work, about 100 million on the way home. There is always someone at my apartment. The walls are too fucking thin not to know what everyone is doing. Right now one of my roommate Ali is having a friend staying with us for an undisclosed amount of time, and another roommate of mine Yvonne has too of her friends staying with us for a week. I wanted to wake up today walk around in my boxers, practice my singing lessons, play my guitar, but I'm too insecure. I have so little time to myself that my confidence is at a critical low. All my alone time is spent in the shower or masturbating. And both are a lot of work. Anyone that wants to runaway with me, and live on a deserted island with a nice bathroom, and a trader joes. Let me know.
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| Making History |
[06 Apr 2008|04:37am] |
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So today marks my very first experience being pick-pocketed. 200 dollars, all of my identification, credit card, three day old metro card, insurance card, AND a smoothie card with only 2 purchases left for a freebie! And as if the smoothie card wasn't bad enough my student id was in there and now I can't go to museums and stuff for cheap. BOOO! feel bad for me.
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| Today was so much better 4 years ago |
[29 Mar 2008|11:17am] |
| Naked NIght Out | [28 Mar 2004|06:37pm] | | [ | mood | | |  lazy | ] | | [ | music | | | Seniorita- Juan and I | ] | Last night was one of the best in a while.
1)First rj and i stole a papa johns sign and put it un my car, but a man RAN across the parking lot and took it! :(
2)THEN ANdrea and i went to the huka bar and met lots of cool people. SOme guy let me use his id. thank you
3)NEXT Rj Juan and I ding dong ditch an entire street and streaked through a golf course!
**********4) Possibly the greatest thing of all I WALKED BUTT NAKED UP TO THE DOOR OF FILLY B'S! all these people laughed and cheered. and i casuallly walked back to the car and sat my naked body out the window as we drove away!
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| gREen! |
[27 Mar 2008|03:31am] |
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So I take Chloripyll it's a vitamin. Cleanses your blood, and helps you shit regularly, but more importantly it makes you SHIT GREEN! It's amazing. Really. I love it. I use to hate shitting but when it's green its lucky. However my dilema is I am also taking vitamin detox pills, which make me fart all the time. But it smells like violently slaughtered cabbage. I just don't know what to do.
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[25 Mar 2008|02:49am] |
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So it's 4:00 in the morning, and I can't sleep. Well, I haven't tried. I'm bored. I am a vegetarian (mostly vegan) 21 year old who doesn't drink or smoke, and I'm wondering what exactly I should do at night. During the day I'm solid, but at night nothing. After masturbating and showering, (usually the other way around) checking up on perezhilton, and eating I got nothing. Seriously the healthier and more level headed I become the more boring I realize my life is, but somehow I feel happier this way. However I would fancy a bit of excitement. Something crazy. But what? I think I would like to go on a treasure hunt. Or maybe something simpler. Like fly a kite. or maybe blow something up. Yeah that would be nice. I would like to watch something burn. hmmm. yes this is what i want.
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[16 Dec 2005|11:47am] |
Let's see how 2005 was...
January~
1. did you have a new year's resolution this year?
-probably to quite smoking.
2.Who kissed you at midnight?
-so i was in chicago and i was rapped a kiss by this scary man, and i tried to hide behind my brother but he was too busy making out with some other bitch.
3. does it snow where you live?
-yup
4. do you like hot chocolate?
-hot cider is better, but i do.
5. have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop?
-no, next year i probably will though.
~February~
1. who was your valentine in 2005?
-Miss lyndsey kretch
2. what did your valentine get you?
-something special even though we planned on not getting anything for one another... it was real precious.
3. when you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?
-had to
~March~
1. are you Irish?
-yup
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
-well i wear green like almost everyday, and i used to forget about st. patty's day but i think im gona satrt being a bid fan.
3.what did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005?
- i probably didnt even know it was a holiday.
~April~
1. Do you like the rain?
-um you know, not unless i dont care to get wet or fuck up my hair.
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?
- i trick people all the time so by april first im just ready to have it done to me.
3. do you get tons of candy on easter?
-yes i always fucking do and i hate it! I hate candy i just don't think my famnily believes that. One year i told my grandma i didnt really like candy and she gave me mopre that year then any other.
~May~
1. What's your favorite kind of flower?
-i don't know flowers, something exotic.
3. Do you like the spring?
- its ok
4. Finish the phrase: April showers:
- bring may flowers
5. What would you think of as a spring color?
-pastel colors
~June~
1. What year do you graduate from school?
-highschool 05, college 07
2. Did you go on any vacations last June?
- i went to speech nationals
~July~
1. What did you do on the 4th of July?
- i was driving home from mexico, a little tipsy, after we got kicked out of our hotel.
2. did you go on any vacations during this month?
- yeah mexico
~August~
1. did you do anything special to end off your summer?
- i just tried to have a blast everday. and the last day i just had a bunch of my freinds come over through out the night... I was the only drunk one, the only really drinking and it was great.
2. what was your favorite summer memory of '05?
-Its so hard to narrow it done to one memory. It all seems to be a blur, but it was one of my best summers. I didnt't work i drank a lot smoked a lot, and had effin white trash of a time.
3. do you go swimming a lot in the summer?
-nope
4. do you go to the beach a lot? um what fucking beach?
~September~
1. Did you attend school/college in '05?
-yeah im going to school in new york.
2. who is/was your favorite teacher?
-hmmmm they all have aspects i love about them but probably Richard Omar.
3. do you like fall better than summer? yup
~October~
1. what was your favorite halloween costume?
um i was someones bitch this year and that was hot.
2. what's your favorite candy?
- butterfingers or anything gummy
3. what did you dress up like this year?
- i had a messed up suit and a dog calor.
~November~
1. whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving?
-usually mine
2. Do you like stuffing?
- yeah i love it but i forgot to eat some this year.
3. what are you thankful for?
-inspiration, when ever i get it.
~December~
1. do you celebrate christmas?
-YES!
2. have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?
-yeah probably
3. what do you want this year for christmas?
-certainty, passion, and an ipod and digital camera.
4. what's the best present you ever got for Christmas?
-My brother and i got a Frankentstein we called frank and you could fix him. I miss that thing.
5. do you like cold weather?
-sometimes but living in new york makes me hate it.
6. How would u rate your 05?
-my year was an incredible one, there was plenty of dissapointment, but there were so many amazing things in it.
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| old men are no good |
[04 Dec 2005|03:02am] |
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so i had to take care of drunk people tonight. I hate it. my friend was dancing topless on the bar when i got in and i had to make some old man give me back her bra. He wouldn''t give it back and then i stood up, puffed out my chest and glared and he had his friend bring it to me. The whole time i just thought of pufferfish and how they do that. im so manly and strong. yeah anyway, hate taking care of drunk people. it was snowing for the first time and instead of dancing like a fag in it, like i wanted to, i had to drag to buligerantly drunk individuals back to the dorms and to top it off im tipsy and i have to be at work in the morning. stupid bitches.
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| PARTY |
[23 Nov 2005|05:17pm] |
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So sinse im not going to be here for very long at all and i cant see everyone that i want individually i think it would be in all our best interests if i had a party at my house friday night! So if you want to see me come! If you could to RSVP too so i know if there will be ten people or a million!
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[10 Nov 2005|02:32pm] |
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so apparently my last post caused a lot of fucking drama. and i just want to say thats fucking stupid. i was drunk and if anyone was offended im sorry but if you were a true friend and you were offended you would have called. and only one person did that. so if you have a problem then maybe you should do the same. my phone is fucked up right now but you can leave a message and ill get back to you. i feel so fuckin retarted posting this but whatever it pisses me off.
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| fucking shit |
[05 Nov 2005|04:47am] |
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im not doine im still drunk and i gto nobody to talk to so im posting agian bitches.you know i was just commented this but you know i miss highschool i do. I SAID IT! i never thought i would but i do. i miss being the little sophmore that just wanted to impress everybody and fuck them and just be shallow and stupid and poor. i miss have trivial superfisial conversations. and talking shit and not going to class. and not giving a fuck. and fucking strangers. yeah i miss that one. cause you never get hurt when you fuck peopple you dont even like. you just gotta stay away from the ones you care about cause then everything gets all fucked up and shit. to bad im never horny otherwise i would just keep on fucking people i hated and hopefully had money. im done nwo but i might pooist again.
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[05 Nov 2005|04:04am] |
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So im pretty fuckin drunk as usual, but ive realized that life is pretty fucking lonley. i never wanted to believe that but its true. the only person you have is the one thaat your "with" and if you dont havet that then you got nobody. the only people ive met out here are people that want to fuck me or they hate me. i know the ones that hate me are just jeolous so i dont need an ego boost. i just dont beleive in friendship right now. maybe its cause i can never be complelty honest with myself but i dunno. what person can you talk to about EVERYTHING. how many people will listen to every single detail of your life and be interested how many people can you do the same for. it seems the only person you can be truly close with is the one your with. and seeing as how i cant do that im fucked. i hate people and i this "love" thing. i dont believe in it at least the way its made out to be. love is not a fairy tale. people have to loose it to understand it. i mean seriosly how many people do you all know that have been married without any breaks and are madly magically and hopelessly in love? i dont know any. maybe im just bitter but i dont belive love is unexpected and just overcomes you. love is a realization an understanding. love is seeking out all possibilties and finding nothing better. omg i sound disgusting. im so pessimistic right now. i cant belive that i feel like this right now. thats why i just want to be famous cuase its fake and pretty to look at. there is nothing real about it and thats why i like it. im great at ppretending. and there i can pretend what ever i want. and it's only a matter of convinsing eevry one but your self. i m bulligrant.
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| daddy worebux wants to fuck me |
[28 Oct 2005|03:00pm] |
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so working sux. im so tired and i have to wake up in the morning and do it all again. and to top it off this old old man comes in to urban starts talking to me about life questions and sinse im real wierd i was totallly havening good times. we were talking all deep about shit and i was totally honest except when i lied and it was cool until... i told him my birhtday was november 10th (lie) and i was turning 21 and he was like "so youll be legal. i just couldnt see anyone under the age of 21. i love celebrating birthdays" and i was like "yeah um they are fun" and he was like " I have a beach house" and i was like "my dads freind does too" and he was like "you know i dont think age means anything. we get along great. who says a young kid ready to start his life and an old man cant get along. i enjoy your company, you are so full of youth but you seem to have a wise old spirit..." awkward pause and i was like "thanx" and he was like "i love your outfit. your so cute. you must work out all the time. i know i did at your age." then my manager realizing i was being eye fucked by grandpa came and rescued me. she sent me in the back to clean some shit and then the security guard came down with the old mans busness card that read on the back "Call mesome time stud ill show you a good time and ill pay hehe"
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| girly man |
[20 Oct 2005|11:31pm] |
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Moving to New York and being surrounded by actors and gay people all the time I feel every bit of masculinity fleeting from me. I know I’ve never been very manly, however I had my moments
Regardless im feeling weaker, and it sux because I usually get my security from relationships and sex. Seeing as how I don’t have a whole lot of either right now I’m feeling lost. Maybe I should work out, that always makes me feel all buff and manly like.
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[19 Oct 2005|10:43am] |
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sO i met ashley simpson today... and we are getting married. and im stoned and there filming like three movies around the area.
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[16 Oct 2005|12:34am] |
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i found out who i am... lets just hope i remeber it in the morninng. and i am amazing i loove myself and in so geawt. anyways yeah ok im drunk! WOOHOHOJOKM<ol
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[12 Oct 2005|02:27pm] |
I never pray, im not religious but i used to pray, i dont anymore, so ive decided to talk to god via email. Dear god.... hello.
What do people say to god anyway?
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| KATIE PENGRA |
[10 Oct 2005|02:10am] |
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KATIE CHRIST SUPERSTAR |
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Kind
Aewsome
Talented
Independent
Eleven inches tall
Katie
Outrageous, Fun
Smoking, Acting, Stripping
Dangerous, Courageous
Spunky
Roses are red and violets are blue
I think katie is super awesome and cool
So everybody else can suck on possoms and drool.
Katie
your eyes are baeming even through the brightest of sun kissed hair
i can see inside a most sensual being
and there with in...
i find more sex.
Katie i love you and your my sister even if not really at all!
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[08 Oct 2005|10:32pm] |
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so i saw proof today. I really liked it. But the whole time i kept think ing about christina and ashley and nathan. I miss you guys. I hope everything is going great for yall. You all inspired me in some way. Just thought you should know.
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